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This is the story of a girl who lost someone very important to her.  And she wanted to find salvation.  She wanted to heal.  They say that if you allow yourself to cry and express your feelings then time will heal the wound.  But it kind of felt like time wasn't healing her.  Like nothing was.  And people who "know what they are talking about say" that nothing can ever really be the same.  But why, why cant it be the same?  Because the girl knows that if that someone who she lost were here, he wouldn't want things to be different for her.  And it just feels as though while everyone says it will get easier, they don't get it, because it doesn't just get easier.

The girl lives in a world full of people, who have small problems, and trivial pain.  And they don't seem to see that there is so many worst things that could happen to you then breaking up with your boyfriend.  People make such a huge deal out of such little things.

And if it takes a tragedy for someone to realize that there is more to life then bad grades, then where are we headed.  Nowhere.  We work so hard and what will we achieve?

But that girl i was telling you about, she can see things differently now.  And while it seems as though we are headed in a pointless direction.  Maybe we can change course a little and fix things.  Get on a course, that instead of taking us nowhere, we can go somewhere that is better.  Where people don't dwell over stupid little things.  Where instead, we can be grateful for the important things we still have.  Because that way if you loose it, you wont regret not taking advantage of it while it was still there.
Because that's in some ways, what happened to the girl.  And she doesn't want that to happen to anyone else!